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LISA: I think that was the time that we were
all somebody different. I don't know what they told you to be
TORREY: I don't even remember I was like, I just wanted
to get out of there. I just didn't want to be around anybody. I
was always stressed out
I was always tired. Trying to do what
the director told me, what the producer told me, what Erik told
me. I was just like, I'm ready to go. I'm about to crack here. We've
got one more day of twelve-hour shooting. You know, we keep on doing
the same stuff over and over again. We're in a room
the door's
locked, the same old dialogue. And that's gets kind of - that gets
kind of old. When you're in the same scene over and over again.
You know, and it's like improv. There's only so much of that you
can do. And it's like even when I was on a movie and I had to do
something ten times over again, if it was scripted, at least I knew
it was going somewhere. Whereas improv
L: I think it was different from other improv - it
was always in the same room, with the same twelve people
T: Yeah, there's a different dynamic to it. I applaud
them from trying something different. It was something I'd never
ever seen done before.
L: And now you know why.
T: Yeah
'cause after the shoot, some of the guys
would be, like - come on, Torrey, hang out. I didn't want to hang
out with nobody. I mean, it wasn't against anybody. I just wanted
to be by myself. And I think I've always been a person who enjoys
their privacy. I'm not around a lot of people all the time. As you
know, when everybody was huddled around, taking breaks, I'm off
in a corner somewhere. I just didn't want to be around folks. You
know, if I've been in a room with you for a couple of hours, I don't
want to see you. Nothing against you. A part of me just wanted some
time to myself to think and reflect and wonder - what in the world
am I doing this for? And then it dawned on me - you're paying your
dues. This is something I hope to be fortunate enough to do - to
do more films. And even if God blesses me enough to do a major motion
picture in LA or New York, I will still want to have the opportunity
to - even if I'm making millions of dollars, that's not the issue,
even if I'm well taken care of, if somebody comes to me with a good
script and it's independent, it's low-budget, it's something I'd
like to do, I would consider wanting to do it. And not getting paid
for it. That's what you do as an actor. You shouldn't look into
everything like - okay, what am I going to get out of this?
L: Well, I mean, you are getting a wealth of experience.
T: But, see, the main thing is - you want to tell
a story. In some ways, I think that's what actors are - we're storytellers.
L: Well, I think that's the editor's job. That's what
I had to tell myself during the shoot, is that it doesn't really
matter what my vision of this is - I'm just going to do what they
tell me and let them worry about it
T: Well, you got a point there, yeah - the editor
does make it into a story, because they're going to make it, through
the director's eyes, into what the audience should see. That is
true. But, in the same sense, every character you play, whether
in a film or a play, you are telling a story.
L: And you want it to have integrity. It was hard
to tell if our characters were going to have integrity, given the
shoot schedule. Like during the party scene, where everyone was
happy, and when we were all somebody else. Part of me was like,
how are they going to make this work? And part of me said - I said
I'd do it, I'll just go in there and do it. You know, Erik has told
me a little about what they're going to do with some of that, because
I've been in contact with him. And I'm not sure they always knew
what they were going to do
I think they toyed with us a little
bit. But I don't think they did it maliciously. I think they just
thought - okay, let's get a lot of footage and see what we can do
with it. It was hard. There was half my brain going
this is
nuts, why am I doing this?
T: Granted, with shooting in a hot room, there's times
when you're going to get frustrated and there was times when I wanted
to leave, you know because I was really getting frustrated because
we were doing the same thing over and over and over and over and
over
it wasn't going to change. And over the intercom, it said
things like "you are going to die" Oh, great, we gotta
create something else here. Like I said, when it's improv, you've
gotta feed off people. And you're tired, you're frustrated, you're
sweating. You're not going to be able to give your best performance
sometimes. That's when the realism kicks in. I think when we was
stuck in that particular room for that long amount of time - that's
when the realness starts to appear. Some people chose to be quiet,
and that might have been their character, to be quiet in that particular
situation some people became outraged, some became madly in love
and wanted to kiss or something, I don't know - it's just that that's
how I picked up things.
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